Now I can't do anything.
I don't have any motivation.
I don't have any inspiration now.
My heart breaks so often, again, again and again. Why is this world is so unfair? Why? Why my life is full of disappointment? 
I just want to escape! But why can't I? 
I don't know what I am trying for.
I want to stop everything! Why my dream sounds so impossible?
For someone, my dream is really small. But why it's big for me? It's very easy for them, but why it's hard for me?
What should I do?
Who am I supposed to be?
Where exactly I want to be?
If I continue going, i'll be sure to get hurt
But if i don't continue going, i'll be sure to be in despair  
What is the right way? And what is the wrong way?
I'm too tired.